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[Dec. 19th, 2004|10:38 pm] |
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I'm bored of my journal again...*ponders* |
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|06:38 am] |
there is a pole in my living room. it says "love burns" in red nail polish.
right. ok. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2004|04:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | manic street preachers - motorcycle emptiness | ] |
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| strange dream |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|10:40 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | radio one | ] |
I had a dream that vari was going out with barney....i.e...barney from school....scary guy...and it was weird...and I came to her room to ask for help looking for something by barney and caught him saying "ask someone at the door if you have problems needing to go to the toilet" and and and antony buzzed up cos he wanted to see vari and refused to come up...vari had to be sent down...he would rather wait in the cold while she got ready than come up. it was all just bizarre.
oh well. 12 days till chirstmas 23 days till my birthday.
I hand in one essay today. work tonight and hand one in tomorrow. work tomorrow night and/or wednesday and hand one in on thursday.
today I need to try and find my matric card...must check games room.
must put up christmas tree...and buy tinsel before hand.
must tidy room when essay's are done.
go to calum's gig on thursday, 12 hour cheesy pop on friday and possibly club noir on sat...it could be bedlam instead. see what stuart thinks...
I'm babbling. really really babbling. on thursday...will develop christmas spirit and have fun and look forward to what's ahead. *frowns* until then I'll just....try and cope....
I should stop posting as soon as I wake up.... |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|01:45 am] |
am so tired - but can't sleep.
*sobs* |
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| oh my god. |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|01:25 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | my chemical romance - I'm not okay (I promise) | ] |
my head. my poor head. I think it is actually about to explode. my stomach is also insane. *sighs as stomach turns again* it'll manage to block my newly unblocked toilet pretty soon. :(
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
can't face cleaning living room - smells too boozy.
*vomits* |
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| I think I can take a hint... |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|12:43 am] |
TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK..........
TAKE A CHANCE YOU STUPID HO!!!!!!!!! |
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| today was.... |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|08:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | counting crows - mr jones | ] |
HARD!
lost net and spent an hour on the phone to condescending prats.
my boy made it seriously hard to love him.
my essays aren't finished...but I'm not worried..I'm on track.
I'm just.....blah blah blah feeling nuts. |
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| me, my future, my life |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|09:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bonnie tyler - total eclipse of the heart | ] |
I am changing track. It's necessary. University is not for me. I'm leaving after this year andgoing to do what I should have been doing in the first place: singing.
I need to be happy. I need to get myself to a place where I can hold my head up high, feel the cold air and take a deep breath and think "oh wow, this is it - this is my life and I'm fucking deliriously happy". Cos I know people feel that. Someone out there must be like that, and I'm jealous. I'm aiming high. I'm aiming for ecstasy. I'm aiming for the stars.
watch me soar..... |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|11:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | evanescence - my immortal | ] |
why do I keep doing this? what's wrong with me???? |
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[Dec. 6th, 2004|12:41 am] |
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here I go again...... |
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| things I did this weekend |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|08:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Killers - Mr Bright Side | ] |
wrote half my public policy essay
ice skated
ate a lot
went to see a bad movie
cleaned the bathroom
got drunk twice
kissed stuart lots
got covered in whipped cream cos it was "funny"
danced in my pants (again)
thought a lot
tried to do more work but failed
cuddled my fwend
watched tv
thought about doing more work
fun stuff |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2004|01:04 pm] |
Five things you’re wearing
♥ black vee necked jumper
♥ black shirt
♥ black mini skirt
♥ pink tartan tights
♥ black furry boots
Four bands/singers I like today.
♥ Sarah McLachlan
♥ My Chemical Romance
♥ Eels
♥ Liza Minelli
Three main goals in life.
♥ See the world
♥ Be Happy
♥ Try Everything Once
Five huge dislikes.
♥ Violence
♥ War
♥ Apathy
♥ Hatred
♥ Discrimination
Three best friends.
♥ Jamz
♥ Stu
♥ Martin
If I could...
♥ …know what I want
♥ ...succeed
♥ ...be happy
♥ ...have faith
Four c.d.'s I need to buy/burn.
♥ Jamie Cullum
♥ Sarah Mclachlan
♥ The Royal Tenenbaums OST
♥ Gillian Harrison - but I suppose I have to make it first...
Three food items.
♥ Pasta
♥ Chips
♥ Noodles
Two beverages.
♥ Diet Coke
♥ Lambrini
One family member.
♥ My Daddy
Five things I am not impressed by.
♥ Violence
♥ Intolerance
♥ Money
♥ Myself
♥ My lack of fabulous clothes etc
Five things I can't live without.
♥ Books
♥ Caffeine
♥ Music
♥ Sex
♥ Friends
Five things I'll do when I complete this.
♥ Think
♥ Watch a movie
♥ Cuddle my boy
♥ Eat
♥ Sing |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|01:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Eels - My beloved monster | ] |
1.what are you wearing? black shirt, black jumper, black miniskirt, pink tartan tights, black furry boots
2.what music do you have on? Eeels
3.Who are you talking to? Jamie
4.Last person you hugged? Vee
5.Last person you kissed? Vee in a chaste way, Stu in a not so chaste way
6.Last person you said "i love you" to? stu
7.Last time you cried? last night
8.Favourite colour? all of them
9.Favourite season? autumn
10.Day or Night? evening
11.What do you hate? lots of things
12.Favourite food? chicken burger and chips for bbq kings
13.Favourite drink? alchoholic - no idea, non-alchoholic - pepsi max
14.Favourite activity? watching movies
15.Favourite word? bleuuuurgh
16.What can't you live without? lots of things
17.Your best physical attribute? smile...I think
18.Your worst physical attribute?do not ask me to choose
19.If you could do ONE thing before you died? everything
20.Your main goal in life: everything |
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| I should be in love with him |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|12:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Eels - Beautiful Freak | ] |
trashed says:
what is it you actually like about me?
Martin says:
well there are some things that are kind of right and good like Norah Jones's voice or fruit salad or dark, warm moonfilled evenings
Martin says:
and i just get the feeling you're in there somewhere or at least could be or something
trashed says:
that is possibly one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me
Martin says:
yeah one day i want to be compared to fruit salad
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Martin says:
i missed out epic
Martin says:
those things (apart from fruit) are epic and kind of on the biggest scale
Martin says:
which i reckon you are, like there's importance in what happens
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I'll light up like a light, right up like a light, I'll flicker, then flare up! says:
why do you like me?
Martin says:
because you make me feel small, in a good way, the same way you feel if you look at the stars, there's something epic and important about you |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|12:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  guilty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | eels -your lucky day in hell | ] |
I know I stole this background from someone I should hate - but it should be mine. It's too pretty not to be. Plus - it now gives the background a new owner, and no longer has connotations of evilness....*justifies self to self* |
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